know how it feels when there's something you think you might want, but
you don't know yet, but you think you might, so you make a play for it,
and then you don't get it?
It's a mixture of relief and disappointment.
WHEW! I don't have to try anything new, because I'm really pretty tired right now.
DARN. I did think I wanted to stretch my wings a bit.
WHEW! I have too many balls in the air as it is -- what was I thinking?
DARN. What every woman really needs is MORE BALLS.
WHEW! That was close. What would I have done with it, anyway?
DARN. Now I'll never know.